15 Months an angel

How is that it’s 15 months and yet it feels like yesterday? And how is that Shelby ALWAYS knows to visit more around her angel-versary?

I found a penny over the weekend … on the beach. Jasper and I were walking and since Jasper usually knows where to turn to go up the hill to our home, I was surprised when she stopped in her tracks and refused to move. Surprised that she wanted to keep walking on the beach that she barely loves (at least not as much as Shelby did). So we keep walking and there it is – a penny – in the sand! Jasper helped guide me to Shelby’s message.

Pennies from Heaven

Walking home with the penny firmly in my hand, I swear I felt that paw on my back. And I was just coming off the 4th of July in which Jasper was beside herself and I was missing the days of fireworks when Shelby was fearless and afraid of nothing. Shelby wasn’t afraid of the many vets we visited. She didn’t mind the exams. She took it all like the strong champ that she was.

Then last night I was outside w/Jasper and again, another penny. And then the pennies I found all over the place last week. I feel like Shelby is showering me with pennies… telling me that it is OK and that she is always with me and that she still loves me and that she is OK. She knows how much I miss her and those velvet ears. How much I miss our cuddles, our road trips, our experiences. We had the best life together. And those memories bring me comfort all the time.

I think about the life lessons I have learned from Shelby. About how to be more dog and if you don’t like something, move or change. How every day that we wake-up is a gift. And every day can and should be met with optimism, laughter and joy.

And then I think about what the number 8 means … the 8th of each month will forever be etched in my memory as the day I said goodbye to Shelby. It was also the day she lost her leg. And the day we found out about her cancer. And we took each day with hope, optimism and strength. Because our love will never die. Our love lives on forever – in infinity. Which, if you turn the number 8 around, it is.

So today (and every other “8th”) will be known as “infinity” day. The day that our love shines the largest and our spirits are molded together as close as they possibly can.

I love you, little Shelby Lynne. I talk to you every day. I miss you every day. But I also smile every day for the amazing time we had together. You brought me more joy in our 13+ years together than most people know in a lifetime. I honor your soul, your spirit, your memory in every action, every step,  everything that I do.

So today…. on infinity day, remember my special princess that “mommy loves you to the moon and back and for all infinity”.

Dog park days!









It’s a dogs life! #beachliving
Car rides were the best!

Author: mom2shelby

Mom to 13 year old Shelby - Jack Russell/Shiba Inu mix. A rescue dog that was born in New Orleans. Shelby is a spirited, smart and happy little dog who loves to run, play, go to the beach (we live in LA) and ride in the car! She is my best friend and the true love of my life!

5 thoughts on “15 Months an angel”

  1. I can’t believe it has been 15months. It seems like yesterday you were telling us she was failing and scheduling & planning her last day. She sure is letting you know she is around and still loves you. She guides you each & every day.
    I love these pictures of her.
    Michelle & Angel Sassy

  2. The world may not have been big enough for Shelby, but your heart certainly is.

    Happy infinity day!

    Rascal and Co.

    1. Okay…second attempt…not gon a type much because it’ll just go off into cyber space.

      Just want to say how much you, Shelby and Jasler add to the community. It’s ALWAYS a treat to read your posts. I love heari g about the special t i mes you and Shelby shared.

      Semding love always!

      Sally and Alumni Happy Hannah and Merry Myrtle too!

      PS..Quick! Call the cioes! Some crazy Californian painted your toenails blue while you were asleel! Blue!!!

  3. INFINITY DAY! Yes! Perfect! Shelby likes the way you have found empowerment in the number 8. Well done Alison!

    And good for you to be so tuned i nto Jasper Lily when she didn’t want to head for home. Signs, signs, everywhere a sign….

    Youve learned y o ur lessons well Alison. Shelby Lynne is giving you an A+!

  4. Love the “Infinity Day” approach Alison, that’s a great way to turn something sad into something beautiful and life-affirming. You get an A+!

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